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I will be posting blogs about some of the finer and interesting adventures that I've been on as I walk through this lifetime!
~ Tuesday, July 8 ~
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The Finer Little Things part 1

Relationships. Some last and some don’t. Some have a bumpy start but can end up beautiful in the end. Some could have it all the in beginning then plot twist somewhere in the middle and then their ending is either a happy one or a bittersweet one.

My point being is that not all relationship stories are perfect right? Because there is no perfect being. If everyone was perfect, then the world would be a boring place.

I say this because based on my personal experiences I have been a small variety types of relationships. And each relationship has given me a token to walk away with. With this token i gained wisdom from that relationship.

As of right now all I’m willing to say is that I’m currently in a happy relationship that didn’t start out smooth. It was a bumpy ride in the beginning but hey! After some obstacles and some challenges we both faced, we were able to find each other again and we are now happy and ready to take on our adventure :)

Tags: relationships The Finer Little Things 2014 latenightthoughts Late Nite Blogging
~ Sunday, July 6 ~
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July 6th is International Kissing Day?!

Today’s International Kissing Day?! Wuuuuut?!

Well then!

I’m glad I got to have breakfast with my bae and get kisses in (^_^)

Tags: bae breakfast internationalKissingDay breakfastdate solo date <3
~ Saturday, July 5 ~
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Guess who’s back on tumblr!? XD

Hey guise!! Yep! Lil’ol’me is back after being hiatus for a while xP

So much has happened in the last few months that I’ve been gone away. I’m not sure where to begin, but I just wanted to tell you all that I am in a happier place (haha no more reading sad dark blogs of mine xD) and that I’m still alive! I’ll be posting some stuff soon :)

MUAH<3

~Steph<3

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~ Tuesday, September 24 ~
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Late Night Thoughts 2013 #12: Puffy eyes…

first convo.
then~
second convo
jealousy?
nope. 
good. 

doubts.
insecurities.
hurt.
why?
knowing
sure
real
how?
memories
hangouts
long talks
space and time
watching distance
missing piece
waiting

painfully
insomnia
holding on.
believing.
scared
fears.
overthinking.
wanting.
slowly losing.
thinking
lost my chance.
missing piece again.
angry.
trust?
lately
night dreams
past self.
hurt
heart breaking.
crying.
sleep it off
goodnight.
tears flowing
more
cried self to sleep.
 

 

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~ Sunday, September 22 ~
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Late Night Thoughts 2013 #11

So I’ve been trying to not overthink too much lately. I am aware that once in a while I would slip back to my little old habit. But hey! It’s not as frequent as it was before! Can I say progress?! :)

However, I think I’m having one of those days/moment when I notice that I’m always constantly feeling this ‘sinking’ feeling whenever a past relationship topic gets brought up… Okay, okay, okay! I know I’m being ridiculous and maybe sensitive, but I can’t help the fact that my mind would suddenly jump to the “what if” door that I have in my head!  Maybe the sinking feeling I’m getting is because I’m thinking about ”what if …”:
-I had never been able to get that chance to be with you.
-I had lost my chance because you had actually found someone else
-I never have met you…
Yes, those are the three main “what ifs” that are constantly behind that what if door I have in my head and it does make me sad to think about.

On days like this I feel like I’m somehow mentally bracing and preparing myself for that one day I’m dreading.

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Lately when I’m not having down days like this, I’m only thinking about today and taking it in on step at a time. I tell myself that it’s going to be okay and that patience is the key right now… 

Using all my strength and willpower to hold on still.

Why?

I have very strong feelings for this person. Maybe one day, he’ll meet me where I’m standing halfway.

One day~ :]

Tags: Late Night Thoughts 2013 8 days like this i really really do like you
~ Monday, May 6 ~
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Late Night Thoughts 2013 #10

Where do I go from here?! I just let go the one person who I really care about go… that feeling i had a while back was right… they are the one that got away. I’m back to emo mode. eeeeeffffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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~ Saturday, May 4 ~
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IT’S MY F***ING BIRTHDAY!!!

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I AM OFFICIALLY 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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WAIT! I’m getting old…

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BUT I’M 21!!!!!!!!!! ♥ :))

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~ Friday, April 26 ~
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Late Night Thoughts 2013: #9

GAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

It seriously feels like my heart just got ripped out of my chest, crushed into pieces and got roasted on a skew… repeatedly…

 -sighs- and why do I get a feeling that the time that was asked, is never going to end completely…

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Maybe it is all my fault….


~ Sunday, April 21 ~
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Late Night Thoughts 2013: #8

A bittersweet dream is just a dream right? It’s sad if you make it to be and it’s a happy one if you hold onto that part that makes a person smile.

Time ticks slowly, but learning how to get stronger each day will lead to that one day in the possible future…

Tags: missing someone dream dreamsyoualwayswalkin one day
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