Where do I go from here?! I just let go the one person who I really care about go… that feeling i had a while back was right… they are the one that got away. I’m back to emo mode. eeeeeffffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Where do I go from here?! I just let go the one person who I really care about go… that feeling i had a while back was right… they are the one that got away. I’m back to emo mode. eeeeeffffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




I AM OFFICIALLY 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥



WAIT! I’m getting old…

BUT I’M 21!!!!!!!!!! ♥ :))
GAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

It seriously feels like my heart just got ripped out of my chest, crushed into pieces and got roasted on a skew… repeatedly…

-sighs- and why do I get a feeling that the time that was asked, is never going to end completely…
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…
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Maybe it is all my fault….

A bittersweet dream is just a dream right? It’s sad if you make it to be and it’s a happy one if you hold onto that part that makes a person smile.
Time ticks slowly, but learning how to get stronger each day will lead to that one day in the possible future…
I miss someone.
However, I can’t really do anything about it because I’m respecting the request for space and time…. I guess going away for the weekend is a good idea…
There has to be a way that to turn off those overly thought thoughts and to numb the heart that feels like that it’s being ripped out of the chest, crushed, & being dragged to the bottom of the ocean repeatedly every time that name is mentioned…

I’ve recently came back on tumblr and starting to post more stuff again. I’ve been super busy with some things in my life. But I’m still here and I’m back for 2013! LOL.
I’ve started a new segment called “Late Night Thoughts 2013” and I do number them based on the number of late night thought post I’ve made.
That’s all.
-Steph
It’s only the second week into the new term, and I’m already in zombie mode! This is not right… Am I already over studying during my breaks? I don’t think so…
I’m glad that I have no classes on Fridays this term (for the first time in my college career), but I have an extremely long day on Wednesdays (because of a night class).
Cheers to lack of sleep and long days on campus!
-Steph